you really fell in love

white knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight 
clench of jaw, i’ve got another headache again tonight 
eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and the burn from all the tears 
i’ve been crying, i’ve been crying, i’ve been dying over you 
tie a knot in the rope, trying to hold, trying to hold, 
but there’s nothing to grab so i let go 

i think i’ve finally had enough, i think i maybe think too much 
i think this might be it for us  
you think i’m just too serious, i think you’re full of shit 
my head is spinning so 

just when i think it can’t get worse, i had a shit day 
you had a shit day we’ve had a shit day 
i think that life’s too short for this 
i’ll pack my ignorance and bliss 
i think i’ve had enough of this, blow me one last kiss. 

i won’t miss all of the fighting that we always did, 
take it in, i mean what i say when i say there is nothing left 
i am sick, whiskey-dick, no more battles for me 
you’ll be calling a trick, cause you’ll no longer sleep 
i’ll dress nice, i’ll look good, i’ll go dancing alone 
i’ll laugh, i’ll get drunk, i’ll take somebody home 

 

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